Zhanyee

2008-07-01T21:27:00.002+08:00

Tuesday, 1st June.
(1.0)

Today is supposed to be happy.
But I am sad.
I dunno why.
I feel depressed.
I smell jealousy.
Love never tripped me like this before.
I never felt like such a failure.
I am a loser.
Life never went the way wanted.

Tonight felt like that night in december.

2008-06-26T21:24:00.002+08:00

Sorry that I haven't been blogging the past few days :(
I had like my Mid-years.
Its such a freaking sucky time so far.

Got fever last thursday.It lasted till Saturday.
Was mugging the whole time.

Fever came back on Sunday.
Studied for Econs Paper
Monday
Went for Econs paper with fever.
Case Study Paper was ok.
Essay Paper was a major screw up!

Went home.Nap.
Wake up with a high fever!
Bad headache.
So bad that I can't even walk straight!
Slept the whole night!

Tuesday
Woke up the next day afternoon.
Went to see the doctor.

Went home took medicine and slept.
Studied 4 hours for math.

Wednesday
Went for Math Paper.
Then had Lit Paper.

Went home!
No fever!HAD RASHES!
studied history with rashes irritating me!

Thursday
History Paper

Still have rashes.....

ARGHHHHH

2008-06-18T23:51:00.002+08:00

Monday, 16th June

day 16

Went to collect ClassTee

Went to Queensway with polo tee berms and slippers.

Kendrick came up with like shirt and pants.

Great Contrast!

We waited for 3 damn hours for the stupid shirt cause the uncle was not done printing.

Saw Garrett and chatted abit!

Came home.

Study!

Tuesday, 17th June

day 17

Went to school to mug.

Read up on econs.

Rach tried so hard to irritate me, but she kinda failed.

Marcus came to join us after that!

Rach was like practically sleeping when we were mugging.

I so need my thinking cap when i am mugging :D

Went to watch Kung Fu Panda after that.

Studied functions.

Wednesday, June 18

day 18

Went to school to mug.

Did quite a bit of math.

Came home.

Napped.

Studied history.

Going to sleep soon.

Gonna go back school to study tomorrow :D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOYCE!

2008-06-14T23:38:00.002+08:00

Saturday, June 14
day 14

Woke up.
Watch some youtube videos.
Watch Just Follow Law.
Ate dinner.
Watch Singapore Vs Saudi
Chat on MSN.

Life is damn boring....

Pictures from 11th June Pae Outing!
Just got them from cristele!

Before Sakae

After Sakae

Cristele

Yenqin

At Pool!

2008-06-14T13:22:00.002+08:00

Friday, June 14th

Woke up and mugged till 5 pm.

Went out to meet Dav the dragonboater :D

Off to 17/08 class bbq!

Don't ask me why I was there :D

Dav and I were kinda extra there, so we went to Bball at one corner.

Rach and I were hahahhahaha omg.

Then dav was like you wanna kena whack is it?

LOL!

Cheer Peeps!

Dav,Rach,Me

2008-06-13T00:41:00.002+08:00

Wednesday,June 11th
day 11

Wohooo!
PAE OUTING!
Finally i get to see my 08S10 peeps!
I miss them so damn much!
So it was kinda reminiscence yesterday!
We went back to the same sakae and sat back at the same table!
Junquan and I nearly got killed by the amount of food we ordered!
Pictures and went to pool with rach and her primary school dudes!
Dav was there tooo.
It was like a so damn high day!

Then ahahhah!Back home to study!
Manage to finish market failure part 1

Some pictures taken in the day!

Food we ordered!MADNESS SHIAT!

Junquan dead after eating all that!

Germaine the tofu monster!

Abigoogoo and I

Thursday, June 12th
day 12

Cheer OUTING!
Hmmm I miss cheer so much!
Went ice skating!Weicheng is so damn pro!
OMG!
Yufei is damn cool when he is on the ice!hahahha
He is like dancing in his own cool way!
And the rest were having the time of their lives!
Rachel was shouting her arse off into my ear all the time.
ROFLMAOLOL!(reh-fle-mao-lol)

Pooled after that!
I am such a nice guy!
I practically help the opponents win the game. :(

Went for sneakers hunting after that!
Found the one I wanted!

Pictures of the day!
Love cougar cheer!

DAGEDA

Liang,Me,BOON!

Rach,Me,Jane

Cheeky Boy Back in Action!

On the way HOME!!!

Whiny Baby!

2008-06-10T21:11:00.002+08:00

Tuesday, June 10

day 10

Hmmm today is like super uneventful.

This is what happened.

Lunch.

Study.

Dinner.

Xbox 360.

Blog.

Life is black and white without you.

2008-06-09T22:58:00.003+08:00

Monday, June 9th

day 9

Woke up at 630 in the morning to meet rach for breakfast at macs!

YAY MACS BREAKFAST!Was craving for it for quite a long time :D

Rachel's bad fringe day.AHAHHA!She never fail to make me smile :D

Went to get more origami paper!Whieee.

Art Friend is like my friend!

Shopping with Shir,Jane,Rach.

HAHAHHA

It was like a stupid retarded time.

Dearest Jane made me carry her shorts.

When the girls were like talking about Sanitary pads I was like standing there.

HAHAHHA.Then I went like I love whisper wings!Its the best.

The woman standing opposite turned around and everyone bursted out laughing!

Jane was like the biggest spender in the end!NailPolish,New shorts,BAG!

Oh and while shopping for nail polish the sisterhood got the same pale pink nail polish!

PK102!

I shall call them PK102 from now on! :)

HAHHAHAH!Was Camwhoring while Jane was shopping!

Blurr.

Rachel!

Meet the ultimate CAMWHORES!

Jane,Me,Rachel.

OMG!*sebas style

Looked for Bryan's birthday present.Like search so many darn shops and we found like the right one?

AHHAHAH!

Hope you like your present Bryan!

2008-06-09T01:04:00.002+08:00

Sunday, June 8th

day 8

Woke up with bak kut teh smell in my room.

Guess that it is that peppery smell that woke me up. :D

Watch simpsons.

Ate lunch.

Revised my history.

Back to TV and dinner.

History again.

Chatted with stacey.

Haiya....all those good old days with my bestie!

20 more days to seeing you!

I can't wait for you to come back to SINGAPORE!

I MISS YOU!

2008-06-08T00:38:00.003+08:00

Saturday, June 8th

day 7

Woke up late.

Message you.

Went back to my deep deep sleep when something in my dream came true :D

Ate my wonderful lunch.

Went back to deep deep sleep.

Started messaging.Waited for you.

Out for dinner.

The jam to town was so damn bad.Like super bad.

Went to Crystal Jade for dinner.

The red bean paste is so damn nice!

The red bean just disintegrate when my mouth closes.

The sweetness of the paste empowers me!

WOHOOOO!

SHOPPING!

Headless Friends

More sexy headless friends

MY COOL DARE!

I DID IT!

Younger BRO!

Was being retarded taking stupid shots in the car :D

HAHAHH!

Made the smallest rose ever!!!

Look at the diff in size.

2008-06-07T00:14:00.002+08:00

Friday, May 6th
Day 6

Council Meeting in school.
Crapped damn lot.

Went to meet Hmmmm%.
Hmmmm% totally rock my life.
We got shoebags after hunting the whole singapore for something uniquely us.

Love the trip back home.

Ate Dinner.

Off to soccer.
Went to the Sky Court.
It was like occupied.
So we went to the Moon Court instead.
Scored a few goals.
Had quite an ok game.
Back home.

:)

2008-06-06T01:00:00.002+08:00

Thursday, June 5th
day 5

Went to meet up with erika,chenting,timothy,sebas and HMMM<3.
Ate at LJS and Pooled.

Walk was great.
Came home.
Shit happens.
You are everything.

2008-06-04T20:28:00.003+08:00

Wednesday, June 4th
day 4

XD

PW meeting in school. :)

Split the reserach work for holidays,Prepared the content page for written report. :)

Went to meet stranger.
Stranger is sweeet.
Thanks for everything today my stranger! :D
Sarang Hae Yo Stranger. <3 style="font-style: italic; color: rgb(255, 0, 0);"> You'll always be a part of me.I'm a part of you indefinitely.
Girl don't you know you can't escape me.Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby.
And we'll linger on,time can't erase a feeling this strong,no way you're never gonna shake me.
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my... my baby-Always be my baby,David Cook

2008-06-03T22:54:00.004+08:00

Tuesday, June 3rd
day 3

:)

Started the day off to school.
Was damn hungry so i decided to get instant noodles from the vending machine.
Got the hot water then i forgot i got no chopsticks.
So i kinda drained the god damn burning hot(BLAZING HOT) and burnt my tongue in the process.
Then i ate the damn noodles.

Went for Literature poetry workshop.
It was pretty ok.
HAHAH!The teacher keep saying my poems cmi.OMG!

They are damn nice can?

Here are some shots!

Carissa and Yoke Cheng

Suicide Note 1:If you are of the opinion that the contemplation of suicide is sufficient evidence of a poetic nature,do not forget that actions speak louder than words.-Fran Lebowitz

Suicide Note 2:I'm not afraid of dying,I'm just afraid of not living.-Anonymous

EMO NOTE!

Renzhi's Girlfriend!

Stupid Cheeky Boy

NO SMOKING!

MY POEM!
Life is like a play
Death is self-made
Life is mummy-daddy-made

Went to meet HMMM? after that.

Standard Pose.Change some new pose please! XD

Mugging Mugging

Saw this book at the library!

You are my destiny.When you hold my hand,I understand.
The magic that you do,you're my dream come true,my one and only you.

2008-06-02T22:43:00.002+08:00

Monday, June 2nd.
(day 2)

Five and a half hours of math in the morning?
Like what the hell?

Met HMMMM!
And yeap went to watch speed racer.
It was kinda lame.The theatre was filled with loads of kids.
LIKE JUST KIDS!
HMMM! had such a good sleep.Was it that boring?

Went to Queensway to order class tee after that :)
PEOPLE FROM 37/08!
21 bucks to lynette please!!!

Have some crap lit workshop tomorrow.Got a feeling its gonna suck so much.

I got a sweet and fine taste for you.
It might me too obvious but I can't help myself from what I do.
Cause you make me go out of my way,crossing the line,making my say what I have in mind

2008-06-01T00:19:00.002+08:00

Saturday, May 31st

Woke up at 1308.

Had lunch.
Read through a book that is gonna help me in GP.
Went out.
Love the time.
Back home.
Continued to read.

Through today,I have learnt that life is so hard to comprehend.People are living for the sake of living,loving for the sake of loving.

Why must we live,why must we love.
I guess the latter answers the former.
Love is the movement to empower life.the feeling of warmness deep inside.
It gives us the drive to live.The drive to be ourselves.

We are often complicated with what is happening around us.Not understanding what is going on.
But why keep yourself bothered by the problems that might only arise in the future.
Enjoy and embrace what you have now.Create a perfect present for the better good of our future.
Mould life to the way you want instead of allowing things to go the way that you do not want to.

I guess you did not only hit me.
You have influenced life of others too.

I shall stand strong and respect you.
I will not be swayed,instead to live stronger,to be better.

All I see is you,when there are so many more out there.
Believe in yourself cause I believe in you.

Oh, I'm into you and,girl no one else would do.
With every kiss and every hug,you make me fall in love.
And now I know I can't be the only one.

2008-05-31T00:20:00.002+08:00

Friday, May 30th

Woke up super early again for econs lecture.

Had tutorial after that.It was so god damn tiring.

Went to take down the feedback pyramid and signs after that.

Collated ideas from the forms :)

Waited for Zhen Wei to pass him the forms.

In AJ Blazer!

Off to lunch with Shir,Jane,Ken and Rach.

Things turn out for the worst.

You were not there.

Rain Came.

Hate that bus.

People giving me problems.

Indecisive people in this world are pests.

Indecisive people who love to sabotage others are even worse.

Soccer after that.Had such a great game today!

Shots kept going.

Goals kept coming.

LOVE THE GAME!

NEW SIGN!

My WIFE!

We are just at the beginning of our journey.

2008-05-29T22:59:00.003+08:00

Thursday, May 29th

PW workshop is booooooring!
Spent my time shitting away.

Joyce is cute.
HAHAHHAHA!She is super reactive when one touches her ponytail.
Guys out there should try it!

Watched Indiana.It was quite ok. :)
Lunch was BAD!
You are loved.

The park was nice!Its so damn serene!
Ang Mo Kio West Park!

The traffic light at the junction of Ang Mo Kio Ave 5 and 6 went faulty.
Traffic was a chaos.Called the police.
The traffic police came in a scooter 6 minutes later. :)

Gave locker tuition.
Off to GYM!
My chest hurts so much.And my triceps are complaining too.
Had my protein after that.
Back home :)

So breathe in so deep,breathe me in.I'm yours to keep.
And hold onto your words,cause talk is cheap
And remember me tonight,when your asleep

2008-05-28T23:57:00.002+08:00

Wednesday, may 28th

Off to the last moments of the AB Camp!
Cheered our dear instructors on!
I will miss you guys cheyenne!
Remember to say HI to me in school!

Wenxiong!

Edwin

Boys of Cheyenne!

Finally.I saw my salvation after six days :)
That moment was so great I had nothing that I want to say except to look deep into your eyes.

Absence makes the heart grow fonder

2008-05-27T22:35:00.002+08:00

Tuesday, May 27th

Its close to the end of another day.
I was so glad to hear your voice last night. :)

Woke up late.
Fifa Street 3 time.

Went back to sleep.
Dinner.
Back to the XBOX 360.
Msn.
Blogging.

Life is this boring today.
Gonna go back to mugging tomorrow. :)

And it is Wilson's birthday tomorrow!
Happy Birthday WILSON!!!

2008-05-26T17:33:00.005+08:00

Journal at AB Camp

Friday, May 23rd

I left for AB Camp with dilemma.I don't know what I will be going through and how are the six days gonna pass.I did not want to go for the camp as I can never ever leave you.You are my shelter,my salvation.As you walk me to the school gate,my heart aches.I still cannot believe that you will be so far from me for the next six days.

I walk into the school feeling rather flabbergasted.As I approach the track to report,shouts filled my ears.That feeling of nostalgia hit me in the face as the thoughts of NCC flooded my head.The tone of the camp was so god damn regimental.As we rush here and there from workshop to workshop,I dread the days that are about to come.

I lay awoke that night,thinking about how much I love you.My love for you is as deep of that of a bottomless pit.

Saturday, May 24th

Been dreaming of you all night.

Set off to the Labrador Adventure Centre.The morning was so dead.Shouts filled my ears early in the morning.

Started off with the rock wall.I thought it was rather difficult at first.But it was quite conquerable.
We moved on to the bouldering wall that really brought my group,Cheyenne, together :) We cheered each other on learning many valuable leadership lessons.

You flooded my mind once again.
My heart is in the north,my body is in the south.
Nothing can be done to ease the pain.

More activites and workshops continued as the ache in my heart piled on.
I WANNA SHOUT I LOVE YOU, BUT I CAN'T!

I sat at the corner thinking all about you.
Tears rolled,emotions garnered.
All I want is you.

Sunday, May 25th

Woke up with an emptyness in my heart.That is the space for my emotions

I miss you so much that I can't feel the pain anymore.

Sandcastle building was in the morning,but all I had in my mind was you.
I stared out at the sea wondering how you are feeling today.
I miss your eyes,your smile,your touch so much that I would rather die than go through 5 more days without you.

Back to Labrador Adventure Centre for Outdoor Games.Thunder clouds approach.Torrential rain came.Our activities got cut.Moved to Indoor Games in the hall.

Cheyenne was tasked to build a highest possible straw tower that could balance a marble on the tip of it.This activity taught me to be contented with our goals.To not go for what is beyond our reach,keeping in mind other factors,not only with one goal.
Building foundation is important and not to let negative ideas to affect us.

Values workshop,SL planning,supper.

I sat there staring blankly at your picture,thinking about you and only you.You are all that I want,all that I need.
I need you,I miss you,I love you.

Monday, May 26th

Severe pain filled my head.

Rain came again as our activities got cancelled.

Been vomiting for the past few days.Ain't feeling well.Went to report sick.
Seen a doctor.Got 3 days of MC.Left the camp 3 days early.
I wanna thank Sherry,Charlie and Tueston for taking our feedback seriously and for their support towards the Cheyenne campers and the Campers for helping out!

Alpha Bravo Camp Delta Experience,Cheyenne 08'

Awesome Aida
Cartoon Casuarine
Dynamic Daniel
Exciting Edwin
Happy Huidan
Jovial Janice
Kind Kerby
Kinder Khoon Liang
Loyal Louisa
Sexy Stephanie
Ticko Tick Meng
Wow Wenxiong
Xtreme Xuhao
Zesty Zhanglu
Zany Zhanyee

Catastrophic Charlie
Sexier Sherry
Terrific Tueston

2008-05-21T19:17:00.002+08:00

Tuesday,20th May

Went to school to see Mr Cheng.
He was not in staff room at 7 am.
Spoke to him on the phone.
Rachel says that I sound like he is forcing me to say all my mistake.
I dunno.I guess he just wants me to change.
I mean teachers only wanna mould us into better people right?

School started.
It was ok ok and ok.
School ended.

Wednesday,21st May
Ate.
Learnt that Timor Leste is not part of Asean.
Break.Spent sleeping in the RR.
Econs so rock.Mr Hue is GOOOOOD!
GP.Mrs Yim said that I am in LALA Land in her class.
Chinese.ORAL Rocks
Math.It was ok ok and ok!

It was simply awe inspiring after school.
Life never rock so much.
And I got so hooked on it.
You can trust me.Have some faith.

Tomorrow Chinese Mid years.Hopefully I will do well :)
And pray hard that my letter get approved!

All the reliance you need,it is all here with me.

2008-05-19T23:15:00.004+08:00

Sunday,May 18th

Mugged in the morning.
Did my inequalities tutorial! :)

Went to meet ah girl and got the flowers for the choir dudes.
Love the train ride!Train so rock as compared to buses! XD
Met Vannessa,Erika,CT and LC!
CT look so glam for the first time!

Went to hongkong cafe.
Vanessa is so damn good at busteding me!
She should go and marry Junquan and have a bunch of BUSTED kids.
Walk to esplanade.The girls decided that they wanna go to the loo.
I waited for so damn long outside that I thought they are taking a bath inside?
Went to our seats!
Aaron was sitting so near us!!LIKE 2 seats away!!
The choir performance so rock!
Saw the dudes after that.

Rach and me!

DADDY!

Went to Dhoby Mac!
Had my regular grilled chicken foldover!
Went home on the train!
I LOVE TRAINS!
Sat beside a very nice Islam preacher who was telling me about how we should respect other religeons and how much our parents sacrifice for us.I really learnt a lot from her.
Had a nice peaceful walk home.Always love the walk home.Its always very peaceful and serene.
Chatted till 5 and slept!
Someone made my day!!!

Monday,May 19th

Happy Vesak Day!
Woke up.Did history tutorial.
Did GPP.
Read Chinese.
Continued with history tutorial.
Watched some tv.
Ate some food.
Read more Chinese.
Watched 2 episodes of simpsons.
Read even more Chinese.
Bath!
Started blogging.
I really dread tomorrow.
Wonder what Mr Clement Cheng will do to me :(

I miss you so much.I want you so badly.

2008-05-17T23:14:00.003+08:00

Woke up.
Watched Made of Honour.
It was pretty ok!
Flirt turns into faithful little guy.
Sounds familiar.

It takes a real man to be a maid of honour

Went to Bishan Gym.Did my upper body work out and my quads training.
Felt so jelly when I walk out of the gym.
Was missing you till my heart aches by then.
Subway!Eat Fresh!
My dinner tonight!

Its a Cheese Steak.

But nothing beats my fav!
Meatball Marinara.

Walk around j8 busteding around with the guys!Met Arul.
He became like so skinny!
Came home.
Blogged.
Gonna go bath and mug soon.

Oh oh and its my big brother birthday today!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY BIG BRO!

Choir Concert tomorrow.
Good luck Guys!

2008-05-17T00:00:00.002+08:00

Friday,16th May

Went to school.Paid Weicheng the cheerleading money.
Had damn long morning announcements.
Math lecture. :)
It was pretty ok!
Break!
Math tutorial!
Interesting!
Break!
Civics!
Service Learning!
Econs Lecture!
WOHOO!I pass my case study test!
PW meeting with Mrs Toh!
YEAP!She indeed enlightened me!
My GPP lacks so much details.

Went back to St. Gabriel's.
A lot has happened in St. Gabriel's.
A fellow Gabrielite had passed on.
Some parents got some kidnap scams.
Got my letter to be submitted to Ms Leong.

Went home.Saw my lil brother.Finally he is back from camp.

Met Rach.
Met Yufei.

Receive message from Belinda that I had to see Mr Cheng on Tuesday morning.I am dreading it already.I can feel its nothing good.No where near good.I felt like shit when I saw the message.
I have been thinking a lot lately.Is it worth the change for council?Is it what I want to be, someone I am not?I guess sacrifices have to be made.Been trying to make the change for the past few eeks.I guessed no one noticed.

Met Liang and Boon.
Met Weicheng.
Met Joyce.
Met Jane.
Met Kendrick.

Off to Casuarina Curry.
Had my Chicken Cheese Murtabak.
Joyce was like admiring her Chocolate Prata!HAHHA!
Found out from Kendrick that Weizhong got in basketball finals!
Congrats Weizhong!

Weizhong and I

Everyone had a damn full dinner.
Some shots during dinner ")

Chocolate Prata

Chicken Cheese Murtabak

Liang!

House Captain!

Joyce

Weicheng

JANE!

Boon!

Kendrick Cream Pie!

Joyce and her Chocolate Prata!

Zhanyee and Joyce's Chocolate Prata. XD

Went to justin's house.
On the way Liang was like telling me how he fear that he would get raped when he is on the way home.I was like OHHHHH PLEASE!
The moment I walk in Justin house Wilson and Magon started re-enacting what happened last saturday.Whatever.Drank a bit.Had some fun!

Marcus!

ME!

Jiansheng,Justin,Desmond.

Junquan and Wilson

Wilson and Magon DANCIN

Jiansheng and I

Came home.

2008-05-15T20:24:00.003+08:00

Thursday,May 15

WOOT!Late in the morning again!
Luckily this time it was the bus that caused us to be late!
So I kinda escaped!
PE today was so slacked cause I am like done with NAPFA already.
Just sat at the grand stand looking at the guys running 2.4km.Then on the track I saw timothy.
He kinda resemble marcus.HAHAH.I just realised.Just that he is a bit bigger and darker than marcus.
Had carrot juice after that.It was so you.

History lecture was so weird.We started off having a quiz about Asean?And my teacher insisted that Asean only have 10 member countries as of yesterday.He says that Timor Leste is in Asean?We were like Wth-ing!

Then we had like Chinese.LA LA LA LA LA!We had Chinese Oral!It was quite ok.It was about blogging.I felt so sian diao during chinese.Like totally moodless.All I had in my mind was you,
when you were just 3 classrooms away :(

Break break break.Me and Weizhong were like taking turns doing our work in 1145.
I did my work in the first period.Weizhong slept.
Then Weizhong did his work in the second period.I slept.
Was emoing the whole time.I felt so lost without you.
I felt like shit.

History tutorial was not bad.At least I understood the Castro's Revolution better already! :)

2 hours break.Madness break.Went to eat at Chops and Grills.
Black Pepper Chicken Chop+Cheese Sausage!

Went to the library to get the interview book Mrs Toh encouraged us to read.It was not bad actually!Read like Mr Kiasu in the library.Then Wanchun message me telling me that I was very hardworking to be in the library.I did not see her till 2 minutes later when I realised she was just behind me with her head down!I was like "CHUNNIE!!!"Talked to chunnie for a while,returned the redspot book and off to Math Tutorial!

Math was like quite interesting.Learnt quite a lot about Standard Curves!
And I saw the light in math!WOOOT!

My Math Teacher!Mr LEE!

Math Tutorial Entertainment.

Had to meet up with my Mission Group after school today.So off I went to the Ohana.

Cupidman emerges at the OHANA!

Yanling and her famous "V" sign!

Alpha Bravo Camp Delta Experience(ABCDE)
Who the hell came up with this lame @%^$&*^(*$&^#(&)& name?
Had ABCDE breifing today.

Cupidman shows his hot face!

And I just realised that the 4 guys sitting in a row all had billabong wallets.Wei Jian,Gregory,Jermyn and Me!

OUR BILLABONG!

ABCDE breifing!

Some people on this planet are so blockheaded.Can't they think?They think that the whole world revoles around them?Why are they so damn selfish?
We don't live for them!We live for ourselves!
YOU SELFISH BASTARDS!GO TO HELL!

Saw this spider devouring the beetle!COOL!

I MISS YOU!

Made me think that I need this too
I'm trying to let you hear me as I am

2008-05-14T21:25:00.002+08:00

Wednesday,14th May

Argh the morning was so eventful.

Missed like 2 buses.When the third bus came,I realised I forgot to bring my wallet.

Went home to get my wallet.

By the time I came back I was freaking late for school. :(

Had a history test in the morning.

The events in the morning made me so shag that i kinda nodded off and wake up.

Wake up and nodded off.To the extent that I had like 6 different handwritings on my paper. X(

Went for break.

Econs lecture was not bad!I got to see you! :)

GP tutorial.Sorry Mrs Yim for not doing your work.I do not mean it.SORRY SORRY SORRY! :(

Chinese tutorial.It was quite ok!Starting to understand Chinese.

Chinese teacher and my TEDDY!

This is what I did during chinese lesson today!

Went to math lesson.It has been down pouring the whole day!

This was how it looked like outside 1112.

Then had cheer support at CCAB!

3rd and 4th placing matches for both volleyball guys and girls!

On the way there!

At CCAB!CHEERING!

Boys!AJC VS PJC

Zhenwei's way of supporting AJC with his GC!

Yanling!AHHAH!My BROTHER!

After CCAB,LIFE ROCKS!I LOVE MY LIFE!!!! :)

2008-05-13T23:09:00.001+08:00

You sleep so deeply that sometimes I am jealous of you!

Perhaps this can wake you up!

Or this?

If it fails try this!

If it still fails,this will definitely work!

HOPE MY SUGGESTION HELPS!

2008-05-13T22:23:00.002+08:00

Tuesday,13th May

Woke up at like 745!HAHAHHA

Then I drag my weary body to the bathroom.

SLEPT ON THE TRAIN!

SLEPT WHILE WAITING FOR THR DOC!

SLEPT ON THE DENTIST CHAIR!

SLEPT WAITING FOR APPOINTMENT SLOT!

SLEPT ON THE TRAIN TO SCHOOL!

SLEPT ABIT DURING ECONS!

thinking about you,yearning for you during break.

PW,I got you so stuck in my head that nothing seems to be moving.

I missed you so badly that a migraine struck me.

I hope tomorrow won't be a repeat of today.

Cause today was not something that I would ever yearn for today.

Went to see the doctor for the migraine.

What can the doctor do to cure me?

It was not like he can inject me with some essence of you and all will be fine.

But I guessed it was 2 little toddlers that kind of cured my migraine today.

As I was sitting for the doc after school,there were 2 lil toddlers with their mummies.

They were so sweet like a cute lil couple holding hands.
When the lil boy went to the loo,the lil girl was like crying for him to come back.
They are like so attached at such a young age already. =)

Was watching the last episode of Police and Thief.
Angry Mongoose,Crazy Spider,Sugarcane Daddy and Georgie Gan
"You don't look good,if I don't look good!"

I could stay awake just to hear you breathing.Watch you smile while you are sleeping,far away and dreaming.I could spend my life in this sweet surrender.I could stay lost in this moment forever.Well, every moment spent with you,is a moment I treasure

The pain hurts so bad that I would rather die on this spot.

2008-05-13T00:24:00.003+08:00

Waiting to hear your voice is such a long and hard process.
Its taking an eternity.
I hope it doesn't carry on till my heart fails.
But if thats what it takes,I will wait by the phone for your answer.

This is what is happening to me now.

2008-05-12T23:05:00.002+08:00

Monday,12th May
WOHOOO!The day started off with a bang!
Manchester United are the Barclays English Primere League Champions!
2-0!LALALALALALA
GIGGS GOT HIS 10th EPL!

Went to school really shagged!Then when I went to get my stuff from the locker I saw you!
I was so energised.I guessed you really my daily dose of ecstacy!
Teachers were really shocked with me being so proactive in class!
I have to thank you my dear!

PCC ask me to cut hair.AGAIN!

Went to CCAB to support the AJ Girls' Hockey Team, Girls' Volleyball Team and Boys' Volleyball team!All of them lost?
LIKE HELLO!ALL LOST!

Cheeyee and Me@CCAB!

Tonight I felt so distant.You were so near yet so far.
Miss you till my heart fails.

2008-05-11T16:14:00.002+08:00

Have some faith!

2008-05-11T15:42:00.002+08:00

Sunday,11th May

Morning POST:
Fuck you!FUCK YOU!
I wake up finding out what a fucker you are.
You treat this like child's play.
You think that you can throw someone into the gallows of death leaving them hurt and broken,and expect this particular someone to be back to the same as before.
CAN YOU MOTHER FUCKING WAKE UP!
You think life is so fucking simple?
You think you can fuck around with life because you are fucking naive.
Can you fucking thinking?
There can be fucking obstacles in life.
But you can also fucking overcome it.
FUCK YOU!
If you can't do it, don't fucking even fucking try to do it.
In the end you will not only fucking hurt yourself.
YOU WILL FUCKING HURT MORE FUCKING PEOPLE IN THIS FUCKED UP WORLD!
YOU ARE SUCH A MORON!AND I AM SUCH A MORON GETTING PISSED OFF WITH YOU!
FUCK THE MORONS!FUCK YOU!FUCK ME!FUCK FUCK FUCK!
You are the first person in this world that made my blood boil so bad.
You are the first person that made me feel like punching you in the face so badly.

FUCK YOU!

2008-05-11T01:11:00.002+08:00

CRISTELE DEMANDED TO POP HERSELF INTO MY BLOG!
So I shall write about cristele right here right now.
She is kinda of a cute girl.
She rock my life.
She is my BROTHER!
She is IN JJ!SUPPORT JJ HOCKEY!
Have bangs.

Brother and Sister.

Cristele loves to CALL ME BB!

I am in the left corner!

Because she thinks that my hair make me look like the Big Bird in Sesame Street?
Cristele is like the hot guy gauge.Just throw her a guy and she can like rate the guy lah.
I think only 1 guy passed so far.His name starts with an I and ends with a N.

Standing alone in the plains.CONSEQUENCES OF TRUTH OR DARE!
Guess who made her do that?*grins*

Cristele loves to stare at me in class.I have no idea why.
I guess no one can take their eyes off me.LOL!
She hates PET!ITs to the extent that went PET touches it,she went to dry clean it?
Its like OMG?

2008-05-10T23:44:00.002+08:00

Saturday,10th May

Slept on the sofa till 7 am.
Slept on bed till 11 am.
Woke up and had lunch.
Searched for my lost wallet till 230pm.
Went out.

WHIEEE!Love the afternoon and all that happened.
GYM!GYM!
Bicep Curls.
Bench presses.
LALALLA!I can feel the pain in my arms and chest now.WHIEEE! MUSCLE MUSCLE BUILDING UP!

Had thai dinner.It was the old one that my family and I used to go at Sembawang Shopping Centre.
They kinda moved.SO IT WAS REMINISCENCE when I went with my family again.

2008-05-10T00:18:00.002+08:00

Friday,9th May

Been mugging the whole morning for the damn econs test.

Went to school shagged like hell.

Math lect was pretty ok.

Break was nap time.

Math tutorial was half a nap time.

Break was time for my energy supplement.

Civics was crap.

And Econs test was kinda ok.

The next hour was history.

And the next 4 hours was a beautiful love story.

Went home.Dinner.

WEEKLY DOSE OF SOCCER!

Our weekly soccer allows me to catch up with my jolly old dudes.

Scored a few nice goals today.The guys said perhaps it was perhaps my new found inspiration.

That I have no idea.

But all I know is that.I LOVE THE SOCCER DUDES!

2008-05-07T23:37:00.002+08:00

Wednesday,7th May

Today so rock!

Went to school in the morning.When the bus reached yio chu kang,it started raining like mad!

Like HIPPOS AND RHINOS!!!So I was kinda stranded outside AJC due to poor sheltered facilities from the bus stop to the school. :(

Called my cream pie KENDRICK to tongpang me into school!

Shona crapped so much to me outside canteen that I bet I could crap on the spot.

Walk to LT2 for history!Damn the LT!It was so freezing cold that I was shivering non-stop!I could like see the gossebumps on my arms.

Then I had the best sleep I ever had in AJC!I kinda KO-ed for my whole hour's worth of break!

Econs after that.HAHHAHA.that was like the most boring case study lecture that I have gone through!Camwhoring in class!More like freestyle snapping!

MY CREAM PIE KENDRICK!

Weizhong!

LALALLALLA.When I saw you during the break.I so wanted to go over and talk to you!

You were so near yet so far.I inched towards you!You walk towards me.To like talk to the girl behind me.ANTI-CLIMAX LAH!hahhahah.

TEKONG LEARNING JOURNEY TODAY!

thats why my font is green today!Its like to commemorate tekong!

WENT TO TEKONG WITH NS IN MY THOUGHTS!Wondered how it would be like to shave my head in a year's time!Went to visit the facility?OMG LAH!That place is like Shangri La Tekong!Nice Beds,Sea View,Free food,Free clothing.

Learn to shoot!I owned lah!HAHahhaha.Like 15 headshots with 15 rounds!WOHOOO!

CAME BACK to mainland!

Me,3rd Sergeant Roger,Debbie,Weiqi

Tonight was everything I had wished for.

I watched you die,I heard you cry every night in your sleep.
And now I cry in the middle of the night,for the same damn thing

2008-05-06T23:32:00.002+08:00

Tuesday,6th May

I guessed I had the most turbulent sleep before that.Kinda slept from 8pm-12 am the night before.Then I kinda mugged from 12+ to 3+ am.

Called you.We have so much in our minds that we have to let it all out.

Sorry for making you feel so effed up at times.really really sorry. :(

Have so much negative thoughts running in my mind these days.

Came to school.My brain is all filled with you!

Sorethroat.I hardly spoke a word in history.

Weizhong knew I was preoccupied the whole night with you.

I was so tired.But you kept my heart beating!

Gradually I talk a bit more.And started to miss you even more.

The silence and hostility I felt when your classmates saw me was unbearable.

Wolfed down lunch.Prepared history Outline.

You were so near yet so far during pw!

And it got worst during lit.

2.4km today.It was a total screw up.I got a miserable C!

Council Meeting.Whateverrr.

Went home.

Did my Gp summary.

Thoughts of you are killing me.

Negative and positive.

Its more of negative though.

Life is getting complicated.I am so confused about why some things happen

2008-05-06T02:52:00.002+08:00

Monday,May 5th
Went to school.Felt so damn friggin hot.
GP!Did not sleep in class. :)
PW!It was not bad!
MATH!OK!
CIVICS!SHIT MAN!
ECONS!HUNGRY SHIT!
CHINESE!BOOOOORING!

So much happened today.
Ms Ng talk to us about punctuality.
Some SAF talk today during civics,which i practically shat and slept through.

I miss you through and through today.And its just the first day of the week.

That talk with you was the most important conversation I had today.

Your smile,Your actions simply light up my life.

Life is never a chore with you around.

And don't worry.I will be there for you.

No frills.No spills.Stay Calm and let nature takes its course.

The higher calling shall guide us out of the gloomy storm that we are going through.

2008-05-04T22:12:00.002+08:00

Saturday,May 3rd
Woke up with loads of sleep!I love the WEEKEND!
I LOVE TO SLEEP!
Did some econs.Some history.

Out I go.WHIEEEE.Off to pool with Dav,Rach and Raph.POOLIE!
Saw Cheeyee at the interchange.Such coincidence!
Went home after pool.

Sunday,May 4th
Woke up.PW meeting.
Came home.Did some work.
Watch Bangla aerobics.
Feels like shit now.

2008-05-03T11:33:00.003+08:00

Friday,2/5/08

I just realised.Its 4 months to promos.And my work is like still lagging.LIKE LAGGING TO THE MAX!Time to pump it up and study hard!

There are loads of hypocritical asswipes who are always there.They act like everything is fine and come up to you and stab you in the back.And sometimes they gang up together so they can stab you more than once in the back to give you the added effect.I really wonder why such pests exist in this world.

There are friends to catch up with.Homework to catch up with.and so much more.

That night was the best night I ever had.
Why can't every night be like that night?

Competititors in academic.Competitors on the field.Competitors everywhere.
Now I have competitors in ......too.

AHHH Kendrick is damn cool.Check out his hair!

AJ Idol today.Leon did WELL!CHERYL DID EVEN BETTER!

SUREN AND RAJ were the untouchables!They had such slick moves lah!

2008-04-30T23:58:00.004+08:00

30/4/08
Today is like the big day.
All the preparation.All the hardwork.All the falls,thrills and spills.
It all comes to today.
Its the Inter-house Cheerobics Competition!
Tensions Rose.

Sun Blazing above.

Spirits rose within cougar cheerleaders.

GO COUGAR!
FIGHT COUGAR!
SOAR COUGAR!
ROAR ROAR!
TRAFFIC STOP!
STOPPING COUGAR!
YOU CAN STOP DROOLING SO!
HOT COUGAR!
ROCK COUGAR!
SHINE
STUN
SIZZLE
DAZZLE
WHOOOO!

Everything went smoothly!We did our best!Gave our best!However we did not turn out to be the best.Cheetah won instead.I guessed there is still like room for improvement!Congrats Cheetah and to COUGAR!We got second,however we are the HOUSE CHAMPION!

Rach and me.

LOVES!

Cougar Cheerleaders!

Bases

Teddy Bear!

I guess after cheer ended,life carries on.
All these weeks,I have learnt a lot.
I learnt that people can push themselves to their limits.
I changed my perspectives on how the impossible can be achieved.
I understand more about my friends and also in the process made more new friends that I believe may be more than that to me in the near future.
I know you better,and I hope you felt the same as I do.

I remembered when Rachel first asked me to join cheerleading.I had thoughts of how people will laugh at me being gay and stuff.All the stereotypical views to be exact.Things did not turn out the way I expected.I guessed I kinda enjoyed the cheer process and how we improved day by day,week by week.Breaking dishes,Canon,loose control.I will never forget these dances and the effort put into learning.

I guess cheerleading matters to me quite alot.
And I realised that bryan is actually quite a sweet cute guy!HAHHAHAH!
That sounds gay.But I guess I haven't seen such people around for a long time. :D

Cheer for me.Cheer for Cougar.
Cheer for the love of my life.

2008-04-23T23:50:00.002+08:00

Theres' something only love can do.

School is like interesting today.At least I didn't sleep through the day.

Council workshop.Justin tried to be lame.He failed like terribly.LIKE TERRIBLY!

Ms Swan is LAME!OMG!Search for her in Youtube.

Cheerleading.HAHAHHA.Like practise the routine so many times I can like do it in my sleep already.I was wet like a pig.Then I started to cam whore.HAHAHHA.The girls just found out how big a cam whore I am.HAHAHHA.

Rachel and Me

Cheerleaders.

The more I get to know you,the more in love I got in love with you.
The more I want you,the more I learn to appreciate you.
The more I see you,the more I miss you.
The more I miss you,the more I vulnerable I become.

You are my guardian angel.An angel without wings.
An angel that raise me up from my deep torn soul.

2008-04-22T19:34:00.000+08:00

And as I look into your eyes
I see an angel in disguise
Sent from God above
For me to love
To hold and idolise

And when I feel like hope is gone
You give me strength to carry on
Each time I look at you
Theres something new
To keep our loving strong

握着你的手　走过快乐和难过
黑夜白昼我们都曾经拥有
人生是没有定律的一种节奏
不如用心去感受
快乐的一刻　胜过永恒的难过
黑夜过后就有日出和日落
两个人走不会寂寞　每一刻都会珍惜
都会把握　庆幸有你爱我

Does all this really happen?I guess it really does.
Eat,Breathe,Sleep.I can't do it without thinking of you.

Today has been a chore.Life seemed to be meaningless without you.
Lessons are not bad today.At least I learnt alot.But I guess I was feeling empty while that happened.
Why can't both occur at once.
Summation test tomorrow.Cheer Prac tomorrow!XDXDXD

I LOVE CHEER!EVERYONE FROM CHEER SO ROCK LAH!
Cheer people are fun people!We must hang out some day!

JANE!DON'T SHY YA!
HAHHAHa.omg.Jane, its don't shy ya.NOT don't shy yo!

2008-04-20T00:22:00.003+08:00

Wednesday

School was shaggening.Then we went to watch a movie on the Iranian Religious Thingy called PERSEPOLIS or something.It was so boring even Kendrick fell asleep.

Went back to school.Had like cheer training.It was quite tiring.Went home after that.

Your images that appear constantly in my mind keeps me so alive.

Thursday

School was not bad.Cheer after that.Learnt like more stunts.
Then practiced our dance routines.And we are off to home.

your voice is my blood.

Friday

Chit chatted so late till I nearly missed my stop when I slept on the bus.Then like slept through practically every lesson.

Cheer started early.HAHAHAH.Rachel looks good in long hair.Better than I expected.
Practiced dance routine.COUGAR WON FRISBEE COMPETITION!WOHOOO!
Rested a while.Coach came.Learnt more new stunts.

While practicing,Something went wrong.Rach fell on me.My backbone cracked as I fell on the mat.It was not painful initially.Till I like reach home.But its ok.Its an accident.No one is to be blamed! :D

You keep my heart pumping.

Saturday
Went to see doctor in the morning.Got an X-Ray.Got 2 days of MC.Skipped Elects Camp.Back started to strain again.Went home.Slept.

Woke up.And I am off to St. Gabriel's for speech day.It was really a time to catch up with old friends and the various subject tutors.I realise how meaningful and how much St. Gabriel's is to me as I stepped into the hall.

Here are some pictures that were taken in the day.

Jared and Me.XD

Gabby!

Eugene. : )

4E2

4E2 again!

Gabrielites!

Really.You are everything!

2008-04-15T21:27:00.002+08:00

Monday.

You were in my mind,in GP lesson.
You were in my sight,during break.
You were in my soul,during PW.
You were in my heart,in math lecture.
You kept me breathing.during civics.

I felt so dazzled when I see you right in front of my eyes.

Flashes of you appear when I am mugging.
You heartbeat keeps my heartbeating in math.

Seeing you again made me realise how much you matter to me.

And the next 2 hours of Chinese was simply a beautiful love story.

Tuesday.

You kept me going as I see you in the morning.
Thoughts of you kept running through my head.

You are my daily dose of ecstacy.
You are my supplement,my energy.my life.

Your heart touched mine.
But is mine anywhere near yours?

The love of you in my heart,
is a million times of the cut etched on my arm.

You are my guardian angel.
My only guardian angel.

I love life.
Because you are my life.

Cheer's tomorrow.Persepolis too.
Hope tomorrow will be a better day.
And may everyday be better than the one before.

I suddenly love literature so much.
Embrace Lit.Embrace You.

2008-04-12T13:27:00.002+08:00

Hmmm this week has beeen a busy week for me I guess.Life kinda rock for me.I love MY LIFE for like the first time!

OK.Monday and Tuesday was kinda boring.So lets skip it.

Wednesday,9th April 2008
School is kinda normal.I mean how interesting can school get right?
Hmmm rachel asked me to join cheerleading which starts at like 5?And schoool ended like 145 for me.So I did my gp essay in the process of waiting.While I was like doing it outside LT1,I kinda fell asleep for like an hour!OMG!That shows how tired I am.

Cheer started.Learnt some dance rountines.ITS FUN!OMG!Didn't expect it to be fun!
Yeah and cheer peeps found out me and Rach are long time friends.They can't see the link between us being friends?But WHATEVERR!hahahha.

Thursday,10th April 2008
Theres no school today!AHAHHHHAHAHA.We have the Festival of Life workshops which is like supposed to enrich our lives.So i signed up for beatboxing.HAHHAHA.OMG!The guy is like so good luh!I GOT OWNED!OMFG!I am so noob.HEHHEHEH!But I learnt quite a few new sounds.
AHAHHAHHHAHAHHA!

Then I have like Cheerleading after that!Its like getting more fun as the days go by!Cause we learnt like stunts!Wohooo!FLY RACHEL!FLY!ahhahah.Sheng Mao and I officially became a pair for stunts.HAHAHHAHA.WE HAVE CHEMISTRY!

Friday,11th April 2008
Resilience Workshop TODAY!It was supposed to be like from 8am-4 pm.LOL.Escaped when we had a one and a half hour break!

CHEERLEADING AGAIN!HAHAHAHHA.By this day my legs are like sore already!AH BUT COME ON!HAHHAHHA WE ARE CHEERLEADERS!THATS NOT GONNA PUT US DOWN!
SO WE STARTED CRAPPING OFF!WE WERE SO GOD DAMN HIGH!RACHEL SWEAR LIKE SHE CAN'T CLOSE HER MOUTH FOR THE REST OF THE DAY CAUSE WE WERE MAKING HER LAUGH SO BADLY!hahahha.OMG!Learnt new routines,GOT 2 more guys!WHIEEE!AH BOON AND AH LIANG!HAHHAHA.They so got the cheena school look.AHHH and they really turn out to be from cheena school!LOL

Went to woodlands to eat after cheerleading.Then to serangoon for SOCCER!!WHIEEEEE!!!IT WAS GOD DAMN FUN!BEBBEBEBEBBEBBEBEBBEBEBEB

Thats all.LOL.Hope next week will be as FUN!

2008-04-06T21:19:00.002+08:00

WHieee.I know my last posts sounds crazy.Ah.But I am ok!

Sunday,6th April 2008
Woke up.Went to open my letter box!WHIEEE!I got my Speech Day letter!hahaha...Looking forward to April 19th!

Did some econs.Read the papers.Went for a run!Whieee,I love running these days.Its sooo fun!
Came back,Ate dinner.Watch Deathnote.And I am still watching.Gotta go do my GP homework and PI draft later.DAMN PROJECT WORK!

AHHH tomorrow school 's till 615.Bless me.

2008-04-06T00:35:00.004+08:00

Saturday, 5th April 2008

Slumber hits Zhanyee at 1 am.

The sunrays entered Zhanyee's eyes at 10 am.However they were not strong enough to rouse the super tired Zhanyee.

1255 pm.Zhanyee got tired of sleeping.Woke up and heard his mum nagging about him.Whatever.He ignored her and tried to do everything normally.

2 pm.Prepared a card to welcome Emily Davis.

4 pm.Found out how unlucky Zhanyee is.How god damn broke Zhanyee is.

6 pm.Zhanyee and friends met Emily.Dinner at food republic.Had a chat and stuff at Vivo's Sky Garden.

1040 pm.Went to bestie's gramps funeral.

Sunday
1205 am.Reach home.Got complained about his behaviours.Zhanyee had not been studying.Please tell me thats the truth.Cause Zhanyee really hopes that he can really do that.Maligning on high.

Zhanyee loves his LIFE!Woah! :X

2008-04-05T00:59:00.002+08:00

Hi peeps.

Hmmm.Lets Hit it!

Ok!These 3 days had been kinda boring and interesting!XD

Wednesday.Its like I&E day.So there were no lessons.YIPEEEE!The games were like kinda lame.But ahhh at least there were some effort made to keep us enthusiastic.So overall its not bad?Finally I begin to see a spark of class spirit in 37/08!WHIEEE FINALLY!

Stayed back like after I&E day to like wait for the choir peeps to go for dinner.So i was studying at the Ohana for my AP and GP test.And i was like talking to like my friends.So Yuan Tat came over when the girls left to ask me to stop flirting.I gave him the "Zhanyee feels so ****" kinda look.Then he walk away.Hmm when the choir peeps are like done with their bridging,Wanchun and JJ came!WHIEEE.Then the quiet Yuan Tat started to talk alot.Like its obvious who he was talking to right?He god damn flirt with Wanchun and he still dare to ask me to not flirt before that.OMG YUAN TAT!YOU NAUGHTY BOY!

Went to eat.Wanchun and JJ gossips on the way as I lagged behind.I was not supposed to hear what they were gossiping about I supposed.At the moment I felt like a Middle Eastern wife who walks like 10 metres behind the husband to show the social inferiority.Oh man!But I am used to it already lah.It happens so often that I am left out of gossips.I am such a LOSER LAH!OMG!I am like worst off than a Middle Easter woman cause i was like more than 10 metres behind most of the time?But haiya,they deserve their privacy.I shall respect that.:D

Thursday
Back to lessons after the I&E day yesterday.the fact that my class is down to 3 guys hit me.We can't like join the 4X100m track event anymore lah.And today is like the heats, and our 3rd guy Wei Zhong was not in schoolSHIT SHIT!So during PE,when peeps were doing 4X100m,kendrick and I were like running 2X200m.WE DID NOT LOSE!OMG ITS SUCH A MIRACLE!!!THERE CAN BE MIRACLES,WHEN YOU BELIEVE!We believed and we did not get last place!WHIEEEE!

Oh oh and Jenna helped me with the Campaigning Stickers.So like during the break I went around and ask my dudes to like paste my Campaigning stickers on their left sleeve!WHIEEE its like so EFFECTIVE!!!And like practically the whole of Cindy and Jenna's class were sporting my stickers.LALALALALA!I am on cloud nine!

Last day of Campaigning Last Chance for me!

Friday

Went to school.Went to hall.Polling begins!I look so pissed in m photo in the polling slip.But aiyah heck it lah!Thank You guys for voting for me.Lets hope and pray that favorable results appear next week!

Counted down to the weekend as each lesson passes.The smell of weekend is getting stronger and stronger!Stayed back with Mummy Cheng to occupy my BLACKBOOK up and stuff.Then like walk with Mummy Cheng to NYP bus stop.Thats when Mummy Cheng saw a spider on me.She took a file and slapped me a few times.It hurts lah!TOOPID SPIDER!

SOCCER AT NIGHT!Whiee the goals kept coming!I LOVE IT!played ok today!haha felt so bad that i could not join Rachel for Pool tonight!SORRY RACHEL!!But i still love you lah little sister!AHHAHAHAH!THE WEEKEND IS HERE!ENJOY!!!

2008-03-31T20:07:00.002+08:00

Hey dudes.Been busy in the weekend.Thats why I never posted.

Today is the most screwed up day of my life.

Went to school with high hopes of nailing the speech.Got my supporters.I love them!
Went through lessons.Then my nightmare came.

I entered the LT with high hopes of emerging as the most prominent council nominee.
The speech came through with a breeze with the 07 and 37 cheering me on.
Then came QnA the reaper.It like kinda skinned me alive in front of like 160 peeps.
Die lah die lah.Really sorry yufei.And the cougar peeps.

Vote for me ok!I need the votes now.THANKS!

2008-03-22T18:26:00.002+08:00

Hey peeps.Its been another week.

Hmmm sorry for the late post.I had like such a busy week with the new timetable.The days are so tiring with the jc life with the curriculum.and that alone is enough to keep me busy.

Hmm so let me like kinda update you guys with my life like what i did last week.

Monday,17th March

School day was long?Like the longest day of the week till 615?
But something darn crappy occured during econs lecture in the audi.Like halfway through the lecture I wanted to go to the washroom.But I did not wanna walk through the rows of people since I was 2 rows from the walkway.I kinda jumped over a seat successfully.And when it came to the next one,I tripped and made a load of noise that cause the lecture to come to an abrupt stop.SORRY ABOUT THAT PEEPS!But the lecturer was like kinda ok with it lah.He called me the KUNGFU GUY!LOL...I was like paiseh enough already lah.WTH!
Yea it was kinda boring after that,but I got to know I kinda became a council nominee.Thats kinda great news,but it seems like almost everyone who went for the interview got in.So I am kinda unsure if I was of caliber.So we gotta like know what we were supposed to do till polling day.Its like kind of a busy schedule that we had in addition to our curriculum.But its all these that tests our time management abilities and perhaps bring the leader out of ourselves.Mr Cheng warned some of us that 'some' of us had unacceptable haircut.That I know was referring to me cause he had like warned me one week before that.
So there I went home to cut my hair.DAMN PAIN LAH!OMG.I cut like so much hair OFF!SHIAT!

Tuesday,18th March

On Tuesday morning I gotta meet like my mentor for my Campaign Group for council.He is like not bad lah.OH OH and we had to wear like this 'pretty and pleasant' looking pink tags that kinda show that we are council nominees.LIKE TO PUT US IN THE SPOT LIGHT?
AHHH the rest of the day was just normal stuff?Just like school and nothing else.Then after PE i met with my council mission group peeps and discussed how should we prepare for the tasks that have been assigned to us.

Rushed to the airport immediately after the brainstorming session to send my dear Stacey off.Man though I kinda look cool and composed outside,I felt the bitterness as the cold hard fact of her leaving hits me in the face.Haiya but she will be back.ITS OKKKKKKK!!!

Wednesday,19th March

It was kind of a insignificant day.Nothing much happened in school again.Just usual school stuff.Like nothing out of the ordinary really happen.House meeting after school.Gotta know more about Cougar House.Then had to go to 214 to get like reminded we had to wear our tags and like being told about the importance of punctuality?Yea then met up with the MG I dudes and did our proposal.Went home and did my assignments after that?Thats all.

Thursday,20th March

HAHA.Morning was great.The girls were like making fun or Marcus' pants.Its like Marcus?What do you expect from him?HAHAHA.OMG!okok then school again?Nothing much happened.
Went home.Then bath.Then went out.

Haha ok.Then i met Rach and her friends.Went for like silent vocals.It was some sort of dance performance.Hmmm it was ok lah.ABIT boring.But i love the sound system.and the effect using the curtains and stuff.VERY NICE!hahaa.went like marina square after that.Calla's boyfriend drove us there.Ate something called kolo mee or something.NOT BAD LAH!it was like 6 bucks.
OH YA and Rachel can't walk in a straight line.She bumped me into the displays in marina square and city link.OMG.she should like really take up some walking classes!

Friday,21st March.

Met the MG people and discussed some campaigning shit.It was boring.
Came home.
Went for soccer.DAMN I LOVE THE GAME!AND THE DUDES!
Watch a stupid wrestling match at kopitiam.Went home and slept till today.

AHHHH....hope you peeps are happy with this post.You gotta be happy with it.If you aren't TOO BAD.COS I CAN"T DO ANYTHING ELSE! X)

2008-03-15T23:09:00.003+08:00

Its been a week since my last post.HMMM.
Let me write one week worth of pose to keep you guys updated with my life.
But who the hell wanna know more about me?
AHHHH but heck it.

Monday,10th March

Its officially the first day of the holidays.
8 am I am like off to school to find my history materials for the preparation of my History tutorials.
So its like my first time I am going to the AJ school library.The place is nostalgic!and like
All the books I want are like GONE?!?!I only manage to find one out of the 22
books.So i got some other books about Cold War by some old guy.

2 pm I met Junquan the RUGBY player,and went to the toa payoh library with him.We mugged
to the max till like 5 pm and went to chill out by playing some pool.

8 pm I kinda reach home at this time and did some reading for econs and GP.
Then i went to slumber.

Tuesday,11th March

Tuesday was FUN.But it was more of wet than fun.So i kinda had lunch at home.Then i left house and met the guys at some Soy Milk shop in Serangoon Central to study once again.Sam,Wilson,Darrick,Junquan and I were there.I did my Literature assignment for 1.5 hours as the rain beat down heavily outside.

We were planning to go for a swim.But it was raining ELEPHANTS AND HIPPOS.So it was sorta impossible to go for a swim.But being guys afterall,we went to the complex despite the rain which got us soaking wet.AHHH the clouds must have loved me because the rain stopped minutes after we reached the complex.Its like who can resist Zhanyee?So i swam a few laps and went to bath.It was then that i realised i did not bring my towel.AHhh but whatever,I just wore my clothes and walk back to the Soy place to meet up with the rest of the dudes who did not go for the swim.Then I am off home to slack.

Wednesday,12th March

I went out with like Rachel,Calla and her DARRRR and like DAVIN(my primary 1 and 2 classmate).So we were like at monster cue playing pool as more people appeared to join us.Like from out of nowhere?Yar so we kinda played pool from 2+ to like 7?5 hours of pool?

Ahhhh and out of all the people that popped out of nowhere came Wanchun,whom i did not recognize at first.She kinda look different when she was in school with her hair tied and that AJ uniform?So we kinda crapped about the AJ choir and stuff.So I left like round 6++ to meet my mum.So i left with Wanchun who like was on the way to her piano lesson.We walked to dhoby mrt from meridien under the kinda weird drizzle as she complains about her not having her ice cream.Ok whatever about the ice cream.I reach like the mrt barrier and realised my god damn ez-link is at monster cue.AHHHH so here comes the part.WANCHUN IS SUCH A NICE PERSON!She like kinda went back with me to meridien despite the damn rain just to get my god damn ez-link.THANKS WANCHUN!

Hmm so I went to meet my mum and helped her carry some stuff home.

Thursday,13th March
Playing Com in the afternoon and stuff.

Went to meet the usual peeps at like 6+.Pool at monster cue again.And that was when I fell in love with JACKASS 2 when I was playing the game on MAGON'S(another primary 1 and 2 classmate) PSP SLIM.

Hmm so 730 came.We(sabi and I) went to meet Stacey and like went back to monster cue.Yea so we kinda crapped and stuff until 9+ and strolled down orchard road.We reach somerset like 1030?Imagine how slow we were strolling.LOL!

OK so i kinda regret this part.I need to rush to the airport to send my dudes off at 1030.But i kinda only left somerset at 1030.So Eugene and I rushed to airport.We reach the airport at like 1110 and we sprinted to the skytrain,and then sprinted to the gate where the dudes were checking in.Thankfully they had not left.The guys and girls were like kinda shocked to see me there.So i hugged them and stuff and all.I am not gonna see the dudes in school for the next 2 weeks.DAMN i will be clique-less.I kinda emo-ed on the bus ride home.

Friday,14th March

I told myself that I gotta study.I failed.
I ended up playing the com.

Hmm So its like Friday.Usual soccer at night.Kinda played off form.Missed alot of nice shots.DAMN IT.and i kinda sprained my toe when i kicked wilson soh's heel.AHHHH!
SO i kinda rested.Went home after that.

Saturday,15th March

I went out today to meet the usual peeps again?Yea and we went to monster cue again.So it was like the 4th time I was playing pool in the week.OMG!HAhaha we were having so much fun laughing our asses off.Samuel came with some sorta overcoat that makes it formal and all.HE looked like he just came back from the award presentation of the most successful malaysian.LOL.
ok so we continued crapping and playing.I LOVE MAGON's WONDERBRA SHIRT!!!

Then we like kinda ended and went to eat some dessert that seemed to have unfresh ingredients.AHHH SHAT.Went home after that and started MUGGING.manage to finish my gp and some Lit.Still have like History tutorial preparation and Math tutorials to complete.
Hope sunday will be a better day.

BYE!!

2008-03-08T17:39:00.002+08:00

AHHH!Its been long!

So some updates.I am in AJ now, currently doing arts there.I grew taller and fatter,LOL as if!
AND I MISS ST. GABS!!!

I will be back with more postings soon.PROMISED!

Reflections:Personal Report card

2007-09-24T23:58:00.000+08:00

Personal Report Card Preliminary Examinations 2007

Subject: Grade:
English Language B4
Combine Humanities Subject C6
Chinese Language A1
Physics C6
Chemistry E8

Additional Mathematics D7
Elementary Mathematics A1
Principle of Accounts: C6

L1R5:24
L1R4:18
L1B4:12

Looking at these grades makes me feel suicidal.My pathetic L1R5 can hardly get me anywhere,not even SRJC.This is such an utter disgrace to a mugger.I am like totally disappointed in the results of all my subjects.Gotta work so much harder for my O's for Saint Andrew's or my Ngee Ann Mass Comms.Gotta face the fact that i suck at A math and Chemistry.I gotta work into every nuance to improve my under performing grades.GO GO GO!!!

Aftermath of Prelims

2007-09-19T22:07:00.000+08:00

Pure Sadness.What i guessed came true again.My hard work didn't pay off.Perhaps there is something wrong with my study techniques.Perhaps I did not go deep enough into the topics.Its time to REBOOT REFRESH REVISE!The 3Rs to my new studying regime.Been doing an amath paper and one of other subject everyday,Really hope that this works.

I gotta start using what our dear Ms Radha had taught us.To make positive affirmations."I am strong in every subject,i had done sufficient revision and I will score my 8 points"This obviously have to be accompanied by hard work.

Man...this prelims really ruined my god damn future.I don't think that i will possibly gonna make it into any of the colleges for the first 3 months.GOTTA SERIOUSLY TRY MY BEST AND PUSH MYSELF!!!GO GO GO!!!

My 2 A1s will not help as it was pulled down by my humanities and POA.2C6s.Life seriously sucks.

SCANDALS AND SECRETS!

2007-09-19T00:59:00.000+08:00

The world is filled with the deepest darkest secrets.It is formed initially by people hiding theirs sins,and eventually it became a part of their lives.Thus,secrets are the sacred ways of managing and keeping things to their self,not willing to share upon these key information with.This lead to insecurity of the people,often leading to many unforseen circumstances formed.Thus,Secret Keepers arose to help those who are in distress.Secret Keepers could be a close pal,a pet,or even a non-living thing.The purpose of Secret Keepers is meant to be a listener,to allow the person to feel much better ,not feeling something stuck deep inside.They are the ones who help people feel a sense of freedom,like a huge weight being lifted off their shoulders.

I believe everyone have their own secret keepers and i am personally no different.However,secrets are not the worst items that brings bout the structuring of SINS!SCANDALS ARE.

Referring to Answers.com,it is a publicized incident that brings about disgrace or offends the moral sensibilities of society.This simply means that a pact of lies is made up to bring about unethical social reactions that is affecting the victim directly.Its a shame to the person,bringing him into a dungeon of worries,pain and anger.All inexplicable thoughts would come to the person when he is struck by such a sudden bolt of scandals.The worst thoughts that would come to his his/her mind ,which may cause the victim to lose his goals,dashed his dreams and pushing him/herself towards the valley of guilt,death and despair.

I had once stood upon the valley,looking down at the immense darkness of the gorge, faintly seeing a fragment of those lost souls down there.They used to be like us,cheerful,bubbling with energy and excitement about life,however,with a huge obstacle slammed down in front of them when they are close to their finishing line and all hope was lost.Thus,I turned around and said to myself that i had to persistent,to keep improving myself and do more so that no matter how large the obstacles are in front of me,I would never give in and lower my head to it.

Secrets and Scandals are part and parcel of our everyday life.They caused much problems to many ,bringing them down.We must learn to fight against and manage when these obstacles come hurling towards us.NEVER EVER LET SECRETS AND SCANDALS BE A THREAT TO YOUR LIFE!!

Turds....

2007-09-18T15:40:00.000+08:00

Since i am located at somewhere close to a turd now,I might as well write about turds today.So in your opinion,what are turds?Perhaps its that irritating neighbour next door who keeps staring at you,or that irritating freak who keeps asking for your number that you rejected a million times.

From the m-w,we know that a turd is a contemptible person or SHIT!I do know some turds personally since one is sitting beside me now.They are thoroughly irritable,paranoid and self-centered.They are crappy gays who hates people who miss out on appointments with them,however in actual fact they are the turds who cancel the appointments.How great are these guys man?I seriously wish that the great one up there would delete these people from his goody-goody system soon enough.

So turds as we know are incorrigible and inconspicuous personnels who are selfish and often tempted by the senses of food,sex,lust.Which man out there doesn't?Perhaps only me.This world that we are living in are plugged in with trends that changes so fast that not even superman could catch up at the rate it is changing.Thus this leads to constant temptations to own the best and only the best.We waste our time and enery on this materialistic tangible goods when we should be spending our time cultivating the intangible inner self.

The ever changing landscape brings about many temptations.However there are many in this world who had succeeded in succumbing them.Life is full of scandals and secrets,and no doubt ,they occupy part of my life too.Thus,by placing these people who has the inner-self of purity as our figureheads,as some sort of role model,turd heads like D**M**D L**can be removed from this world and evil would be of good riddance.

I HOPE THE FUTURE GENERATION WOULD NOT PRODUCE THIS TURDY PARASITES ANYMORE!!!

HEy People

2007-09-16T00:52:00.000+08:00

Hi people,was a bit emo in the last entry.So today was quite normal.Did my Nanyang Girls paper and managed to scored quite high for it.

Thts how boring life is today....

end of prelims.beginning of o's

2007-09-14T17:35:00.000+08:00

Been quite a while since i last posted.Its the end of prelims,however this marks the beginning of the O's.I wonder if this is good or bad news.though Everyday did not worked out as planned today.Helped Desmond with Stace's Birthday present then we met her.We are like suppose to play soccer like tonight and the god damn Braddell-Heights built a tent over our court,god damn it man!!!i guess my day is totally ruined due to this shit.I have no moood to do anything,not even sleep.

So i guess someone up there must really hate me.After working so hard for 3 weeks and my only day of enjoyment is ruined by a stupid tent.Gonna really run myself into a wall or something to keep myself occupied.

I realised something though.My life is thoroughly controlled by my friends.If my friends quit over some stuff,i would blindly follow.i guess this is what really kills me slowly.I guessed i am so preoccupied with my friends that i hardly look at myself or my life.I hardly paid attention to how I was spending my time ,only caring about how to make the life of other's better.Man said "kindness begets kindness".But i doubt so.Which part of my life do i ever get something in return?Never in my life had this ever happened.Not even once.Do you think life is ever fair on this land.People are judged academically,so those who are born with smart brains are elites.What about the non-prodigies in the society.We worked so hard mugging day and night and all we received are grades that are incomparable to those of those people of higher calibre.Those who sow in tears will reap with shout of joy.Thats utter bullshit man.If mugging for 18 hours a day doesn't equal to anything much compared to the braniacs,I dunno what i should do sacrificing my time for 2-3.5 hours of sleep a day receiving inferior grades.That is totally demoralising.

I guess i would only live 5 more years in this society,as my health deteriorates day by day as i step towards the GCE O's.I guess my dream would be to be able to live in the valleys of the blue mountains.Nothing would trouble me over there.Life would be carefree.But how many of us could lead lives like that.With families to look after and loved ones to care about,a life like this is unthinkable,let alone the possibility of achieving this dream.

Its like 99.999999% suicidal tendency for me now.hope i don't do anything stupid before the o'levels.Guess i have to start mugging tonight since i have nothing to do.Bye PEOPLE!!!

tired

2007-09-06T23:26:00.000+08:00

Today is the most tiring day ever man.Slept at 4 am this morning,woke up at 6 came back and started playing a bit of yahoo pool then off to mugged.so far i m pretty confident for my amath.Its the history that worries me.

Hope all my hard work will pay off!!!off to sleep...

BAHHAHHA

2007-09-04T00:04:00.000+08:00

It had been a hectic week for me as I shuffle in and out of my room.Stuck on my chair for the past week as my arse heated it up.Been through alot this week as math,science,humanities went through my head.Papers coming now and then as the prelims loomed above me.This ain't the time to slack man.I can feel a little bit burned out as the endless days and nights of studying takes its toll on me.

With increased stress levels,i think i am gonna lose it sooner or later.However life is like a play.There is bound to be ups and downs in this journey.There is bound to be troubles,worries,problems and times when u are in dilemma.But,think on the bright side,life ain't that bad after all.There are always two sides to an issue.

More exams are coming up the next two weeks.I guess i m probably more prepared for it compared to the SA1...

Hope that i seriously do well for this exams!!!

2007-08-27T20:49:00.000+08:00

Turdy studies was easy today although i never study turdy venice at all.Hope I seriously do well for it though...Chem Prac tmr....YEA!!!!!hope i can do all the titration and redox properly...

Turdy Studies

2007-08-26T17:05:00.000+08:00

Hey people.Social Studies should be called Turdy Studies man...it totally sucks...

Think about it.who the hell gives a damn about NHS,Tamil Tigers,Irish conflicts,Venice when you start working.Its all crap.Memorising all this is forcing us to do something that is against our will.Its like eating caviar when in the first place you know it sucks.

So its like I have spent the past 36 hours memorising all this turdy stuff.Luckily there are at least some smart people out there who split the paper into 2 sections so that we don't have to memorise all the crap for the whole paper.At least i find SBQ useful.

Hope i do well for the prelims tmr.

Winning

2007-08-26T01:37:00.000+08:00

Watched Campus Superstar Finals Today!It was simply greatness.Though Keely did not emerge as the final winner, i am still proud of her.

So,it is not the winning that matters.Its the process.As long as you have worked hard , you are bound to improve.Improvement is a form of success,and by being successful in any way,you are a WINNER.

A winner does not have to be the best.A winner does not have to be the strongest,the coolest,the tallest.A winner have to be one that has touched the lives of many on the journey to greatness.He is humble and has the never say die attitude.

We often thought of only winning as out goal.However what we should keep in mind is the process, on what we had learnt in the journey be it the good events or bad.Take it as a lesson to educate us on how to face challenges strongly.LOVE brings down all obstacles.LOVE instills confidence in us thus leading to greatness.

LOVE JUST IS........
Answer that yourself from deep inside...

I AM PROUD OF YOU KEELY!!

Retarded Comedies

2007-08-25T00:09:00.000+08:00

ok...i am watching this stupid pathetic comedy while i am writing this so i might as well write on patheric comedies i have watched.They are cheap yet funny.Kung Pow:Enter the fist.Thats the one I am watching now.

Perhap it seems cheap to me however ,it might be absolutely entertaining to others.This is just my opinion,not the general populace.Maybe I am that high class.hahaha...omg I am so unshy.there are plenty of comedies out there but what makes a good comedy?Is it the body language ,or perhaps its the speech.There are comedies that are set in real life situations,that brings laughter out of everyday life.This type of comedies make me laugh the most.

It often makes me reflect on how we can brings out the most happiness in our life.How i wished that my childood days are filled with laughter.,with smiles hanging on my face all the time,with the spirit of goodness embracing me.I was showered with loads of love,however the stress that comes along with us in the growing process really dampened my spirits.Children in this nation have to endure the pain and suffering of studying long hours since young.5 hours for nursery and kindergarten kids.6-10 hours a day for primary and secondary students.And when u reach college,it is even worst.Round 14 hours each day.

Happiness is something that is not easy to gain in this ever changing singapore landscape.Hence,we have to work hard towards it against all odds,not being afraid of what stands in our way.Love leads our hear,our minds and soul.

REMEMBER THAT!

Prelims begin next week.Wish me luck!

GAGAGA...birds and bees

2007-08-24T16:18:00.000+08:00

We are in our teenage years,thus,we may be attracted to the opposite sex.It is the norm so do not worry too much.It is when those sick,lecherous asswipe guys starts letting their imagination run wild makes me pissed off.

God created female creatures to be adored upon,loved and to share a large part of our life journey with.Many teenagers forget all this and just disrespect our female counterparts.They insult them like dogs and treats them like toys...Is this the way we should treat them.GUYS!!!Can you imagine yourselves in their shoes?How would you feel?When the person you loved most treats you like a joke,a clown,a play thing.Its so not right!!!WAKEUP!!!

Think.Ponder.Wonder.Make a Difference to your loved ones.It will make a large difference to your life.

Against All Adversity

2007-08-23T00:52:00.000+08:00

Its been weeks long of revision as all my hard work comes to be presented to the world.My love,heart and soul have been poured in.My time,energy and aspirations have been put in.This is what 4 years have come to.A mere 2.5 weeks of examinations.

All the time i sat in the classroom awaiting this day to come.But as i sat here typing this,i wished that i would have more time to revise my work and slow down the pace of the exams looming towards me.I know that it is not i who is the only one that is suffering from all this.But if you had gone through this painful process,you would know how it hurts when your constant hardwork doesn't payoff.I personally know that i myself is not a genius and i also know that i ain't as smart as my other classmates.Thus i have to go an extra trillion miles to reach the standard of my classmates going the extra mile.People may think that i am stupid,not studying smart.However,if i do not use this time for revision,i may not be able to cope with the competition.Thus to keep myself at the top,I have to so so much.

I may seem like i am waining ,however , i just want myself to reflect upon writing this.Is this what i truly want in life???Perhaps yes.I need this results to get into the college i want and this is a stepping stone towards my greater goals.

I hope that the 4E2 of St. Gabriel's '07 would not dissapoint the teahers and outshine the rest of the classes.May we work towards our goals!!

Stressed

2007-08-21T20:45:00.000+08:00

Argh!!!!

Stressed levels are piling up on as the days pass by.The prelims draw closer and closer as i see the spirit of exams prowl closer and closer to me.Practice paper starts piling up just like the stressed levels.i had never before freaked out like that as i break out in cold sweat while doing my POA practice questions.My heart drops like lead everytime i get a question wrong.A bolt hits my brain everytime i do not how to continue my sum.

Everything is taking its toll now.Lesser sleep hours,higher stress level,longer revision time.We have to pay the price to obtain good results.So,work hard and stay healthy.MUG MUG MUG!!!

Wussyballs

2007-08-21T00:43:00.000+08:00

hmmm...perhaps u know someone who is a wussball or perhaps you are one yourself.What is the definition of a wussball?From the dictionary,it says that he/she is a weak, cowardly, or ineffectual person.

There have been people stereotyping people to be wusses when they themselves are the true wusses.This situation can be seen locally in all school locally where wussyballs label others as wusses to make themselves feel better,or what i should say make themselves not look as bad.

So people who are deemed wusses out there...don't worry,you may not be a wuss after all.You may be the most daring, brave and strong person and it may be just that the wussballs out there are jealous of you.

So people out there,answer the call!!!Start being what u are and change yourself to make yourself better instead of making someone else look worst than you!!!

Muggers

2007-08-20T01:09:00.000+08:00

Today I practically spent my day watching 18 jin bu jin and mug.So whats the definition of mugging or a mugger?in my opinion,it is perhaps someone who works really hard.

But whats the use of mugging so hard if u can't get the info in your brains.I am personally a mugger too and at times i feel very dazed after mugging.Sometimes i can't even understand half the things i am studying after long hours.People says "practice makes perfect"however if you practice without understanding,it does not make a difference at all.

Thus we have to study hard and smart.Its no use simply mugging.Some tactics gotta be applied when you are studying to make the hours put in to worth.Perhaps by taking short notes from time to time,or trying to recap perhaps after every section of a chapter is done.

Think Hard,Think Smart.That should be your motivation when you study for the upcoming examinations!!!GOOD LUCK!!!

Ah Pek!!!

2007-08-18T23:43:00.000+08:00

I have recently started using this blog as a journal,its kinda used to improve my writing skills by writing about the stuff that i have observed in the day.So today as i can see from my title it is on Ah Pek(which means old uncle in Hokkien).

After my usual Saturday lessons,I headed down to the nearest coffeeshop to have my lunch.It was then that i started looking around the area noticing many senior citizens that were lazing around.They were probably retirees that are enjoying their remaining golden days.As I looked across the avenue ,I saw a Singapore Pools Betting Station,and as usual,the crowd of Ah Peks.

I thought deeply as i sipped my bitter-sweet local coffee why would they waste their time away doing stuff like this.Firstly, it waste their time away and secondly,they are wasting their precious retirement fund away.

As I look upon the Singapore flag flying in the wind,I wondered how its economy would rise as people continue this type of actions.

As we get older,we start to have more and more temptations,and i hope that these maybe positive temptations....

WAIT FOR MY NEXT ENTRY!!!!!

Life

2007-08-18T00:43:00.000+08:00

Life is filled with challenges....Mine has no acception.Thinking back about what happened the last 8 months made me think hard of how fulfilling life can be.I learnt so much more about time,so much more about my friends....and i finally saw the true colours of some of them...though they maybe a disappointment now,i hope they would change soon....u guys should know what i am talking about...

I learnt the importance of friendship in my mind and how helpless i would be without them.

As i stand alone in the darkness of the vast square in the wee hours with the lone street lamp shining upon me,i could see my friends walking towards me...one by one,like the band of brothers....though the cold gust sweep across my face and hit me with the force of a raging bull,i did not quiver.I am infused by the love they offered and felt the greatest warmth in me.I was embraced and i look in the distance as the dawn hits the surface of GAIA.The sun rises as it meets the other end of the square.it shone with radiance as it spread its soothing reddish glow over the land.It is like a parent looking over its child,giving him/her the love that is needed.

Fun! Fun ! Freakin Shit!

2006-10-16T13:00:00.000+08:00

Hehe...marking day...play game lyk crazy....hehhehe...but it was a bad day tooo..ain't allowed to go watch movie...wtf...wat kind of crappy reasoning iz tht...go to hell larzz
knnbccb.....

Weekend...

2006-09-17T01:00:00.000+08:00

Its the weekend...hmmm...had lessons on saturday morning...was nt allowedinto the skool by a security guard...haha..then when i wanted to ask him for a visitor pass...and he let me in..haha...lucky me....had chem lessons in school..then played soccer...wohoo..so fun...but i tore my shoe in the process...sad story....went home after tht..use co...sleep...watch tv...yea...n went out for dinner..hehe...then had a shopping spree at the supermarket..came home...n i played com all the way....sianzz....life seriously sux....

First week of school...

2006-09-14T18:06:00.000+08:00

didn't get to touch the com tis few days..been bz preparing myself for SA2 n rushing all my homework..life is very crappy now .....its been school home work sleep and scholl...life seriously sucks....hmm...some mediacorp person came over...n my fren apperared on tv..haha...seems so awkward....haha...have beem having 50 cents towgay everyday...i m already starting to look lyk 1 .....hahha.....off to revision...sayonara...

LAst Day of Hols

2006-09-10T10:33:00.000+08:00

last few hours for me to do my work..OMG..they are piling up lyk crazy.....gonna go and chiong homework liaozz....byebye

They are ending...

2006-09-09T16:38:00.000+08:00

OMG...1 more day to the end of holidays...there's still so much homework to do....and u noe wat this meanz...4 more weeks to final year examinations... the stress is building up and i have to start studying no matter what man...off to do my work...byebye

Sleeping Marathon...

2006-09-06T23:57:00.000+08:00

Came back frm Chalet tis morning...Freakin tired...slept for 12 hours stright...and then 3 hrs and then 4 hrs....shiok sia...hmmm.....haven't do all my homework gotta do tmr...

Tired...

2006-09-03T17:12:00.000+08:00

Just came back from Senior Specialist Course...feels so tired...I m a Staff Sergent now...I would lyk to thank CLT Fareez for helping me with everything...YEA
...chalet tmr...gonna have fun...play lyk crazy....hehe....go slp liaoz......bb

Holidays...

2006-08-31T22:47:00.000+08:00

WHIeee..the hols are here....Yellow Ribbon project..Senior Spec Course...Chalet...Homework...so fun....wonderful hols ahead...went gift hunting yesterday for teachers' day..haha..had so much fun...hope the teachers' like my gift...hmmm...i felt tht the rain today at CCAB Stadium did nt dampen the spirits of the teachers' n student...haha...everything still went on...botanic gardens walk and everythin..it was wonderful...I would lyk to take tis chance to thanks these teachers fro guiding me thru tis year
1)Mr Stanley Tan
2)Ms Ong Ai Lingg
3)Ms Pan Shiyun
4)Mr Nick Chow
5)Ms Jasmine Goh
6)Ms Rachel Thomas
7)Ms Zabrina Chua
8)Mr Zhang Hua Sheng
9)Mr Jeremy Chua
10)Mrs Tan Mui Lian

Wishing all Teachers a HAPPY TEACHER'S DAY!!!!

Troubled...

2006-08-29T17:24:00.000+08:00

Hmmm
had two tests.....tink i m gonna fail 1....a very unpredicted incident happen n i m sorry tht i did nt handle the situation in a cool n calm manner...i sincerely apologise for any in convenience cos.....hmmm....had a nice bball game b tht...it was real fun with the team work we had....cool game....lookin forward for ssc...hahha...n chalet...whieee the term is coming to an end.....

Life goes on....

2006-08-27T22:41:00.000+08:00

burn burn burn..haiyo..i burn midnite oil untill 5am...yea... n i manage to finish Amath work n read up history.......hmmm....eye pain lorxxx.....dunno y.....pain pain pain.....i desperately need a new pair of specs....reallli need it......don think i m gonna post tmr...theres amth n emath test on tuesday...can die larz......ok...i don tink i have anithin else to post......

Life goes on...

2006-08-26T23:14:00.001+08:00

Its Saturday nite...i haven studied for my tests....think i m gonna burn midnite oil.....hmmm...hate a wonderfulk dinner wif my family today....oso haven buy teachers' day present...haiyo sianzz.....however.....there's good news...yea....i pass physics...yeah!!!!!Soooooo happy....finally man...i see some light.....n...i did well for chinese too...yeah yeah yeah!!!!!!

Ncc..

2006-08-25T23:28:00.000+08:00

It's today then i found out how much NCC means to me...when i heard tht cY was sacked...i felt an overwhelming feeling tht i had nvr felt b4...i held back my emotions with the new appointment of asm...i m hapy for eugene and i hope tht he will do a better job than other asm's...can't wait to see u n yingqiu in no.1 in cca orientation....u will look so cool lorxxx...haiyo...nt lyk us....haha....and...congrats to haresh...my hairy fren for his appointment as part b ps.... aniway...my predictions testerday was wrong...i did nt manage to crap thru for my chem man...i juz needed 1 more mark....juz 1 more mark made so much dif....damn it...dunnno y my efforts has gone to waste....sigh...my heart feels so heavy now.....

fail...fail...fail.......

2006-08-24T15:43:00.000+08:00

Hmm...haven been an real good day today...had 2 tests...chinese n physics....think i will do quite well for chinese...physics...haizz....sad case larz....think i m juz gonna scrap thru..aniwae....i m goin to chalet during the hols...tht cheer me up man....haha...kenneth nah..keep tht up..u have changed..n thts good...real good....i had chem tests yesyerday tooo...think i m oso juz gonna scrap thru.....studied so hard for tis 3 tests...haiyo..y lyk tht.......but its nt all over...there's still poa tests tmr.......provision for bad debts.....

test..test...n more tests....

2006-08-22T17:25:00.000+08:00

hmph...there's so much hmwork....omg...a math emath....n there's chem test mr n...3 more following..omg...i m getting so stres....sooo...soooo...stres....todayhaha..the whole class had fun playing basketball...we thrashed the other team wif our wondeful line of attack n defence...n oso our wonderful zonal defence tactic..haha...chadwyn sux...he is an asshole...wanna trip me..in the end he gt himself tripped..omg...hhaha..wif all the test...i don tink i m goin to up date the nxt few days......

Mugging...

2006-08-20T19:18:00.000+08:00

I found Out tht mugging does nt alwaes work..n guitar lessons are getting more complicated...everything's seem to be goin the other way...nt lyk wat i expect...life still sucks and i wonder y are people so evil to each other making each othere's life so difficult...theres no easy way out or shortcuts in life....so...y bother stealing stuff frm other pppl...come on...be a man....do the rite thing.....hahhaha......look forward to my post tmr...

The Begining...

2006-08-19T13:50:00.000+08:00

Life sucks..n it has always been...learning guitar recently...kinda succesful...n thts the beginnig..i don think anione will be there seeing the end of me...